• Weekly Round-up, January 27, 2024

    After the chaotic beginning to 2024, this past week felt like the real start to the new year.

    Reading

    I finally, after 57 days, finished Dostoevsky’s Demons. It was a bit of a slog for the first half but I powered through. For reference, I read The Brothers Karamazov and Crime and Punishment each in less than 30 days, and they are both longer than Demons. I think Dostoevsky’s craft was more polished with the latter two, and the stories more focused.

    Also, Demons leaned more into the lives of the Russian gentry and social climbers, whose lives revolve around giving the best impressions at social gatherings. In other words, wankers. And wankers, in any culture, in any time period, don’t always make for the most entertaining subjects.

    With Demons complete I am looking for a “cool down” novel. Something more current, faster paced, and, well shorter. At the moment I am reading one of my old issues of Lady Churchill’s Rosebud Wristlet, published by Small Beer Press. It’s good to read something which can be completed in a couple of hours, rather than a couple of months.

    Writing

    Not a lot, though I am in the process of indexing (and re-indexing) my unpublished short stories, so I can set up a schedule of editing to try to knock some of them in shape for submission by the end of the year. To that end, I have signed up for the Critique Circle, on the advice of my friend the author Jean Davis.

    Writing Prompt

    Subject: Revenge, Reincarnation
    Setting: Boardroom
    Genre: Dystopian

    Interesting Links

  • Weekly Round-up, January 20, 2024

    As this post goes live I am in the middle of ConFusion 2024, where I am the Head of Operations for the convention weekend. You can assume that my life at this moment is quite interesting, almost certainly fun, and perhaps even exciting.

    Reading

    Still reading Dostoevsky’s Demons. I am past page 500, so the end is in sight.

    Writing

    Nuthin’.

    Interesting Links

  • Weekly Round-up, January 13, 2024

    Constant pain is a great tool for focusing one’s attention. If only that attention could be focused anywhere other than the constant pain.

    I spent most of the past two weeks in thrall to a tooth which first appeared to be tender, then cracked, then infected, and finally diagnosed as both split in half and infected. My dentist removed the tooth three days ago, and my life was thereby much improved.

    The pain was more manageable than the previous impacted molar back in 2008, but there was nothing about the experience which was at all pleasant.

    So 2024 is starting out kind of…unpredictably.

    In order to distract myself from the chronic pain of life, I have several things in the works for 2024:

    First, Master Lee’s School of Tai Chi Praying Mantis Kung Fu and Tai Chi Jeung.

    Second, after several years of volunteering, I am now part of the Convention Committee for the ConFusion Science Fiction Convention. For the 2024 iteration, “Labyrinth of ConFusion”, I will be the Head of Operations, assisted by past Ops people as I settle into the role.

    Third, I am part of the newly-formed Grand River Poetry Collective, which is dedicated to publishing Grand Rapids poets. As we get up and running I will be posting many and frequent updates.

    Reading

    Still working my way through Dostoevsky’s Demons.

    Writing

    I got nuthin’.

    The writing prompt for the next week is:

    Subject: Empire, Economics
    Setting: Labyrinth
    Genre: Procedural

    Interesting Links

  • Weekly Round-up, January 6, 2024

    Hello to every one of my three or four readers. Welcome to 2024!

    Here at the Library of Winkelman Abbey, things are quiet so far. Our comfort watch for the past couple of years has been Doctor Who. We have just started series 10, the last season with Peter Capaldi.

    I expected to write a lot more for this entry but instead found myself laid up with two cracked teeth, one of which became infected. So distracted by pain and sleep deprivation, instead I watched tv. Maybe better writing next week.

    Reading

    I am still working my way through Dostoevsky’s Demons, which I hope to complete by the end of the month. It is slow going.

    Writing

    Last week’s writing prompt was:
    Subject: Robots, Undead
    Setting: Bar
    Genre: Weird Fiction

    Weekly prompt

    Interesting Links

  • IWSG, January 2024: On BookBub

    Pepper being sneaky

    Welcome to 2024, everyone! The year started out crazy busy, so this post will be brief.

    The Insecure Writer’s Support Group question for January 2024 is:

    Do you follow back your readers on BookBub or do you only follow back other authors?

    Until this question came arrived in my email, I had never heard of BookBub. So I looked it up, created an account, and LO! So many familiar names! So I followed a bunch of them. This is recent enough that I don’t know if any are following me back. Also, since I haven’t published any books, there is no reason for anyone to follow me. Unless they want book recommendations. Which will mostly be literary fiction and poetry.

    But from what I can see Bookbub looks like an interesting place and seems to be in heavy use, so I will add it to the list of social media sites to which I contribute.

     

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  • December 2023 Books and Reading Notes

    Despite my best efforts, I didn’t manage to read more books than I acquired this year. But my acquiring was wonderful, and so was the reading.

    Acquisitions

    Reading material acquired in December 2023

    1. New Edge Sword and Sorcery Magazine 1.1 (Fall 2023) [2023.12.06] – Excellent magazine from a Kickstarter I backed a while ago. I am really looking forward to reading this.
    2. New Edge Sword and Sorcery Magazine 1.2 (Fall 2023) [2023.12.06]
    3. Manya Wilkinson, Lublin (And Other Stories) [2023.12.18]
    4. Jonathan Maberry (editor), The Good, the Bad, and the Uncanny (Outland Entertainment) [2023.12.20]
    5. Valya Dudycz Lupescu, Olha Brylova, Iryna Pasko (editors), Embroidered Worlds: Fantastic Fiction from Ukraine & the Diaspora (Atthis Arts) [2023.12.21]

    Reading List

    Books

    What I read in December 2023

    1. Antonio Machado, Fields of Castile [2023.12.12]
    2. Min Jin Lee, Pachinko [2023.12.16]
  • 2023 In Review

    And here we are at the end of another year. As far as years go, it wasn’t bad. For me, it seemed a sort of middling, cautious 52 weeks.

    If I had to give a single word for the sense of 2023, it would be “maintenance.” 2023 was, for me, the first year since the COVID-19/Trump presidency shitshow that felt like something which could, with care, become the new normal. I say “new” normal, because things never go back to the way they were,  no matter how much bleating and mewling come out of the revanchist, reactionary, racist conservative mouthpieces. The “again” in “Make America Great Again” was always a lie, and intended only to bolster the otherwise-cowardly wingnuts into flying their fascist flags in public, where everyone could see them, mark them, and make sure that nobody ever, for the rest of time, will forget who decided to put on the white hoods and red hats. Which are really the same thing.

    Anyway.

    House and Home

    The biggest change for my mundane life in 2023 was a major upgrade to the retaining walls and steps on my property. This was long overdue. I have been intending to get to work completed for about a decade, but the combination of time, money, attention, energy, etc., was never there. But this year my neighbor on the adjoining property sold his house and, with the retaining wall between them being part of my property, I decided that I had best get the work completed before new tenants moved in.

    And the result is beautiful! Better than I had hoped for. All of the work was accomplished by Fransisco Garcia and his company La Sierra Landscape. I couldn’t have asked for a more professional, competent, attentive and friendly crew.

    Family and Friends

    2023 was much more gentle on my friends and family than were the previous several.  In 2023 I said farewell to Tanya, Randy, Ted, and Simu Lee. All were loved, and all will be missed.

    Martial Arts

    After several years of a COVID-induced slump, Master Lee’s School of Tai Chi and Kung Fu is picking up again. We have a few new students and several of our older students are returning. Now that we are back in the YWCA, which means room to practice, we can finally put right all of the things which slipped over the three years of Zoom classes, meeting in parks, and cramming ourselves into small spaces. For the class I feel optimistic and think good things are ahead in the upcoming Year of the Dragon.

    Creativity

    I went into 2023 writing regularly and feeling good about things. Then while attending ConFusion 2023 my partner and I contracted COVID and the enforced down-time allowed for some self-reflection, and in that moment all of the stress and burnout of the previous three years came crashing down and I barely wrote a single creative work until NaNoWriMo this past November.

    Looking Forward

    And what do I have in store for 2024? Good question! In times as chaotic as these, making plans more specific than “survive” is inviting disaster. I suppose “making things a little better” is a good goal.

    But becoming less bad is not the same thing as things being good. Everything is more expensive now, thanks almost exclusively to corporate greed and the insatiable emptiness of the monied neo-feudalists. There is a far greater than zero change that Trump and his army of brownshirts will regain the presidency in November, and if that happens, things will immediately get much, much worse for everyone on the planet who isn’t a rich white straight Christian man.

  • Weekly Round-up, December 30, 2023

    Rounding out the last week of the year as well as the last break I will have for several months. I am working on my big year-end blog entry which will post late in the evening on December 31.

    Returning to regular posts like this put me in mind of Dostoevsky‘s A Writer’s Diary, a two-volume collection (Vol. I, Vol. II) of his column and publications under that title from 1873 to 1881. Dostoevsky started the Diary when he was 52 and continued until his death at the age of 59.

    Am I comparing myself to Dostoevsky? No. But I am using a losing Mega Millions ticket as a bookmark, which Dostoevsky scholars may consider appropriate.

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    Reading: Dostoevsky’s Demons and A Writer’s Diary, vol. I

    Writing: blog posts, journal entries

    This week’s writing prompt:
    Subject: Robots, Undead
    Setting: Bar
    Genre: Weird Fiction

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    Interesting Links

    • Group Dynamics and Division of Labor Within the Anti-LGBTQ+ Pseudoscience Network” (Southern Poverty Law Center) – There is a lot to dig into here, which I will probably do in a future post.  For the moment I will say that all anti-LGBTQ+ bigots are garbage humans.
    • New York Times sues Microsoft and OpenAI for ‘billions’” (BBC) – I am way behind in updating my big list of ChatGPT/AI/LLM links, but I wanted to call this story out specifically because it is the New York Times doing the suing, rather than just reporting on the ongoing concern. That being said, this is al rearranging deck chairs, as any meaningful legislation would have had to be put into effect a decade ago at the earliest.
    • Nikki Haley declines to say slavery was cause of US civil war” (The Guardian) – Haley said the quiet part out loud by keeping quiet about the one true cause of the Civil War, which was slavery. The Confederate states put it directly in their documents, both their reasoning for splitting away, and in the Confederate constitution. Any person who disagrees that the Civil war was fought over slavery is a person whose opinions on any subject at all are not worthy of consideration. When clarifying her comments after the fact, Haley grudgingly admitted that slavery did play a role in the civil war, but it was really about containing government overreach. Like, you know, the federal government overstepping their bounds by saying the many and individual states couldn’t legally allow their citizens to own slaves. And that exchange tells us everything we will ever need to know about Nikki Haley. And it also says everything we need to know about conservative’s attacks on public education.
  • Weekly Round-up, December 23, 2023

    Here we are in the interregnum between the winter solstice and the winter holidays.

    In the interest of keeping my blood pressure low, I have created for myself a new form of therapy where I go through the comments on the facebook pages of local news outlets and wholesale block all of the bigots, bootlicks and brownshirts which infest all online spaces. I know this is working because when I open a post about e.g. a new minority-owned business, the counter says something like “75 comments” and I can only see about five of them. That means 70 undoubtedly racist, undoubtedly fascist, comments were hidden.

    I’m sure this project has also blocked a fair number of Trumpist bots and troll account. Those are easy to distinguish. They all have some sort of AI-generated flag-and-gun-and-eagle banner image, and a note on how to pronounce their name which doesn’t match up with the name on the account.

    And for those accounts which, at first glance, are indistinguishable from a troll or bot account? Well, nothing of value lost by blocking those too. As I put on my “About Me” page in the last update, my judgment in these matters is infallible.

    Corporate-owned social media is not the public square. Corporate-owned social media is not and has never been a bastion of free speech. It is and has always been a fascist free-for-all. How can I say this? We need look no farther than Elon Musk’s little incel playground X (or Xitter, formerly known as Twitter, now pronounced “Shitter”) wherein Musk is allowing all of the white supremacist neofascists, emboldened by the existence of Daddy-issues Donnie Trump, to say the quiet parts out loud. Well, they were already saying the quiet parts out loud. Now they’re using megaphones.

    When a space is insufficiently moderated, the bad actors always and inevitably drive out everyone else.

    In a just world, everyone who I blocked on any social media would immediately lose all access to all social media. I would use this power only for good. I promise.

    Another useful tool for weeding out the more sophisticated trolls and debate bros is to, whenever someone you don’t know asks you a questions in any comments anywhere, refuse to answer until they have clearly stated their own position on the subject at hand. That will help determine if (a) they are really looking for a real conversation, and (b) if they are a person worthy of conversation. And if they give a dishonest answer, then that says unfortunate things about them, and nothing about you.

    Once upon a time (Fark.com, Slashdot, etc.) I would dive into the morass of comments either to award myself points for delivering a clever insult, or to offer sources for actual facts for e.g. climate change deniers and people who think trans-persons are a greater threat to their children than are the members of their own (almost invariably conservative) household. I don’t do that anymore. Much. There’s no point. Again, the comments in FB/Instagram/X/etc. are not the place to try to change someone’s mind or arrive at a consensus about anything. Corporate-owned media has a vested interest in driving engagement, and nothing else. Capitalism over all. And the best way to keep people engaged is to show them things which make them angry.

    So the best way to counter that action is to block the fuck out of anyone online who you find annoying. The fewer irritations in the morass of corporate social media ecosystems, the less they can use to keep you engaged. And the less money they will make off of your eyeballs.

    Anyway.

    Currently reading: Demons, by Fyodor Dostoevsky, translated from Russian by Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky. I hoped to finish this by the end of the year, but it’s starting to look like that won’t happen.

    Current writing: Just this blog and my journal notebooks.

    The new writing prompt for the week:

    Subject: Mutants, Fae
    Setting: Frontier
    Genre: Utopian

  • Weekly Round-up, December 16, 2023

     

    A couple of weeks ago, while walking to the office, I saw a guy with a Sawzall methodically removing all of the benches from the north side of Monroe Center Street here in Grand Rapids. I didn’t think much of it. Those benches have been in place for a few years and Michigan seasons are rough on everything.

    Turns out, the city was replacing the single-seat style benches with benches made up of three seats separated by small dividers. The kind specifically made so they are uncomfortable to sleep on.

    This is a prime example of hostile architecture, and completely in line with legislation passed earlier this year which restricts and/or outlaws panhandling and the keeping of possessions on the street. Grand Rapids, like every other city, has a homeless population, and like every other city here in the mid-21st century, is working to outlaw being unhoused. As with all conservative legislation (and any legislation which punches down against a vulnerable population is de facto conservative), the cruelty is the point.

    There are always people who will, when in the presence of a panhandler or someone sleeping rough, say “get a job” or something similar.  My reaction to this attitude is “Do you, personally, right now, have a job to offer to this person? Along with all necessary training, equipment, medical care, transportation, and housing, paid for out of your own pocket? If not, please shut your fucking mouth.”

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    The writing prompt for the upcoming week is:

    Subject: Cryptids, Possession
    Setting: Ocean
    Genre: Slipstream

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